Alone

One day In July
I met this guy
And what happened was not my plan

I didn’t want serious
I wanted delirious
Nothing short of a one night stand

However he was nice
Shy was his “vice”
And he didn’t have to leave

In fact he’s still here
The water is clear
The man I chose stuck by me

He showed me some flaws
Some rules and some laws
That he followed honest and true

He showed me some fears
Some that bring tears
So I thought of what I should do

I built him a castle
To me it was no hassle
I wanted him safe and secure

He could stay when he pleased
And leave if need be
But still he left me unsure

Sometimes I would doubt
But he wouldn’t look out
Once the rain startedh to pour

And then I did see
The problem for me
Was I was outside that door.