Oh my gosh it hit me,
Like a fucking train.
You never hurt me once
but I left you anyway.
Moved by single desires
A life without a boyfriend deceives,
But now I realize it meant leaving you
And waking up to that kills me
You did all the sweet things
The ones that make girls go “awh.”
Like reading my favorite book and then
Giving me a picnic in the park.
I miss you I miss you
I can’t say it enough
Curled up in a ball and tears
But somehow we’re better off.
God, I was so lucky
And we had so much fun.
And sitting here looking back,
You definitely were the one.
Poetry in My Veins 